Four leave clover

"four leaf clover, hard to find and lucky to have"

dedicated to my best friend forever

Dandelion

Close your eyes and think very hard about your wish and where you need these little seeds to carry that wish to. Don't tell anyone what you are wishing for, but if you're wishing for something just for you, slip a little wish in for someone else too, to help send your wish on its way.

I wish i could pick the dandelion tree....and my wish come true a day after my best friend leave me...so that, i blew it away wishing i could be there with my best friend.

Blowing a dandelion may not very popular among Malaysians. My colleagues are strange to see me picking dandelion. My dandelions were growing in front of my office, this is the first time i knew it, on 8 Sept. 2011.

My best friend said, dandelions in Lancaster are bigger than what i saw in Malaysia, i think maybe because of the 4 seasons climate.I wish i could be there to blow the dandelions and make thousands of wishes.

PRICE tag....

Seems like everybody's got a price
I wonder how they sleep at night
When the sale comes first and the truth comes second
Just stop for a minute and smile

Why is everybody so serious?
Acting so damn mysterious
You got your shades on your eyes and your heels so high
That you can't even have a good time

Everybody look to their left
Everybody look to their right
Can you feel that? Yeah
We'll pay them with love tonight

It's not about the money, money, money
We don't need your money, money, money
We just wanna make the world dance
Forget about the price tag

Ain't about the cha-ching, cha-ching
Ain't about the ba-bling, ba-bling
Wanna make the world dance
Forget about the price tag

We need to take it back in time
When music made us all unite
And it wasn't low blows and video hoes
Am I the only one gettin' tired?

Why is everybody so obsessed?
Money can't buy us happiness
Can we all slow down and enjoy right now
Guarantee we'll be feelin' alright

Everybody look to their left
Everybody look to their right
Can you feel that? Yeah
We'll pay them with love tonight

It's not about the money, money, money
We don't need your money, money, money
We just wanna make the world dance
Forget about the price tag

Ain't about the cha-ching, cha-ching
Ain't about the ba-bling, ba-bling
Wanna make the world dance
Forget about the price tag

Yeah, yeah, well, keep the price tag and take the cash back
Just give me six strings and a half stack
And you can keep the cars, leave me the garage
And all I, yes, all I need are keys and guitars

And guess what, in 30 seconds I'm leaving to Mars
Yes, we leaving across these undefeatable odds
It's like this man, you can't put a price on life
We do this for the love, so we fight and sacrifice every night

So we ain't gon' stumble and fall, never
Waiting to see, a sign of defeat, uh uh
So we gon' keep everyone moving their feet
So bring back the beat and then everybody sing, it's not about

It's not about the money, money, money
We don't need your money, money, money
We just wanna make the world dance
Forget about the price tag

Ain't about the cha-ching, cha-ching
Ain't about the ba-bling, ba-bling
Wanna make the world dance
Forget about the price tag

It's not about the money, money, money
We don't need your money, money, money
We just wanna make the world dance
Forget about the price tag

Ain't about the cha-ching, cha-ching
Ain't about the ba-bling, ba-bling
Wanna make the world dance
Forget about the price tag

Yeah, yeah
Oh, forget about the price tag

~i'm saving for the UK...i will be there~

HARGA DIRIKU

i enjoyed listening to this song in my friend's car,...but now, she is not in Malaysia....miss her kancil merah...

di dirimu aku menemukan
yang mencintaiku, yang menyayangiku
di dirimu aku ketakutan
kau biarkanku, kau tinggalkanku

bila kamu tak lagi denganku
ku tak tahu apa tuk jalani hidupku
bila memang kau pergi dariku
ku tak ada lagi di dunia ini

mengertikah kau siang malamku
kau tangis tawaku, kau semua hidupku
pandang aku, pandanglah hatiku
aku tak mampu melangkah tanpamu

bila kamu tak lagi denganku
ku tak tahu apa tuk jalani hidupku
bila memang kau pergi dariku
ku tak ada lagi di dunia ini

bukan ku tak punya harga diri
tapi dirimu begitu berarti
kaulah nafasku, engkau harga diriku
mengerti aku

bila kamu tak lagi denganku
ku tak tahu apa tuk jalani hidupku
bila memang kau pergi dariku
ku tak ada lagi di dunia ini

di dirimu aku menemukan

1st anniversary

Alhamdulillah...1 year already. i reported my duty on 1st July last year.....lots of things i have learned, but they are not enough.....still need to learn more,day by day....

5 July 2011,
After 4 days on leave (Friday - Monday), i came back to work. I felt very enthusiastic, hoping that i could give more from what i have given to my work, Insyaallah.

One of my staff (my favorite staff)came to me when i was enjoying my morning & reciting my prayer for today...actually i don't like to use the words staff, coz i am NOT ready to be a boss.
she was complaining about her colleague, the most senior one. She was not satisfied with her and our HOD...i was unhappy too dear...but what else could i do. the power is not in my hand. If HOD say so...just follow & please think positive dear.
I took it calmly, listen to her, just tell me what u want to....may your burden flew away. If i could say....i would like to say that i love u as my sister....hope u knew it without i mentioning it.

MATAHARI YANG CANTIK

Tepat jam 6.00 am, alarm berbunyi....ku tekan snooze...berbunyi lagi, ku tekan snooze lagi....
memikirkan kerja and baju masih tidak iron, aku melangkan malas ke almari mencari tudung dan baju cotton pemberian sahabat yang tidak perlu ku iron...saat2 malas macam ni baju yg tak perlu iron sangat membantu.

Selesai mandi n sarapan wajib, air kopi dan biskut wheat meal jacobs, aku dan sahabat meluru keluar..kebetulan pagi ni minyak kereta tak diisi lagi...
Menaiki susur atas ke jalan Tun Razak, cahaya matahari memancar...namun tidak sekali pun menyakiti mata..tak seperti selalu yang mengganggu pandangan hadapan....hatiku mengucapkan kata2 yang hanya aku sendiri mendengarnya;

"Cantik matahari hari ini..."yang lantas mengingati aku yang tidak bersyukur dengan kehidupan hari ini..."aku masih dikurniakan kehidupan pagi tadi, sedangkan mungkin ada insan yang terus melelapkan mata meninggalkan insan-insan yang tersayang...aku boleh bercakap, melihat, mendengar, bergerak...tapi mungkin ada insan yang diserang strok malam tadi. Aku punyai kerjaya, sedangkan ada insan yang masih mencari kerja. aku masih punyai ibu bapa, namun di sana ada insan yang yatim piatu atau baru mendapat berita kematian pagi tadi... aku punyai sahabat di sisi yang bila mana berada dengannya, itulah aku sebenar....syukur ya Allah"

"tengok, cantik matahari pagi ni"kata2 sahabat.....memecah kesunyian suasana zahir.

11 July 2011, 8.00 am.

EMoTiOn

“The emotions aren't always immediately subject to reason, but they are always immediately subject to action”

“The degree of one's emotions varies inversely with one's knowledge of the facts.”

“There can be no knowledge without emotion. We may be aware of a truth, yet until we have felt its force, it is not ours. To the cognition of the brain must be added the experience of the soul.”

“Your intellect may be confused, but your emotions will never lie to you.”

“The sign of an intelligent people is their ability to control their emotions by the application of reason”

“Just as your car runs more smoothly and requires less energy to go faster and farther when the wheels are in perfect alignment, you perform better when your thoughts, feelings, emotions, goals, and values are in balance.”