1st anniversary

Alhamdulillah...1 year already. i reported my duty on 1st July last year.....lots of things i have learned, but they are not enough.....still need to learn more,day by day....

5 July 2011,
After 4 days on leave (Friday - Monday), i came back to work. I felt very enthusiastic, hoping that i could give more from what i have given to my work, Insyaallah.

One of my staff (my favorite staff)came to me when i was enjoying my morning & reciting my prayer for today...actually i don't like to use the words staff, coz i am NOT ready to be a boss.
she was complaining about her colleague, the most senior one. She was not satisfied with her and our HOD...i was unhappy too dear...but what else could i do. the power is not in my hand. If HOD say so...just follow & please think positive dear.
I took it calmly, listen to her, just tell me what u want to....may your burden flew away. If i could say....i would like to say that i love u as my sister....hope u knew it without i mentioning it.

MATAHARI YANG CANTIK

Tepat jam 6.00 am, alarm berbunyi....ku tekan snooze...berbunyi lagi, ku tekan snooze lagi....
memikirkan kerja and baju masih tidak iron, aku melangkan malas ke almari mencari tudung dan baju cotton pemberian sahabat yang tidak perlu ku iron...saat2 malas macam ni baju yg tak perlu iron sangat membantu.

Selesai mandi n sarapan wajib, air kopi dan biskut wheat meal jacobs, aku dan sahabat meluru keluar..kebetulan pagi ni minyak kereta tak diisi lagi...
Menaiki susur atas ke jalan Tun Razak, cahaya matahari memancar...namun tidak sekali pun menyakiti mata..tak seperti selalu yang mengganggu pandangan hadapan....hatiku mengucapkan kata2 yang hanya aku sendiri mendengarnya;

"Cantik matahari hari ini..."yang lantas mengingati aku yang tidak bersyukur dengan kehidupan hari ini..."aku masih dikurniakan kehidupan pagi tadi, sedangkan mungkin ada insan yang terus melelapkan mata meninggalkan insan-insan yang tersayang...aku boleh bercakap, melihat, mendengar, bergerak...tapi mungkin ada insan yang diserang strok malam tadi. Aku punyai kerjaya, sedangkan ada insan yang masih mencari kerja. aku masih punyai ibu bapa, namun di sana ada insan yang yatim piatu atau baru mendapat berita kematian pagi tadi... aku punyai sahabat di sisi yang bila mana berada dengannya, itulah aku sebenar....syukur ya Allah"

"tengok, cantik matahari pagi ni"kata2 sahabat.....memecah kesunyian suasana zahir.

11 July 2011, 8.00 am.